Wednesday, August 27, 2008

RANDOM is a mundane encounter

He is mighty to save!

My archives shows that I blog once a month. Then I call myself a blogger?? Disgrace! Oh well... Lately, most things happened in a fulfilling, satisfying,, and tremendous way. It's been a long time since I got active again on going to my home church. After some series of struggles, pain, disappointments, and hate, I am back to the square one where my soul truly belongs, to my savior Jesus Christ(don't worry, I'm still jiMboY the way I am. LOL). After a spiritual/emotional/physical/mental/social hiatus, I had a chance to talk to myself. I feel lonely, without purpose, I'm just living my life to be a part of the quantitative purpose of mankind.

Some christian band concerts were held. Hillsong, Passion, Sonicflood, and being at some of the those concerts was truly an amazing feeling. Each song will struck me as if God's saying; "Here's a smash that you'll surely ask for more!" and yes, God is faithful. He redeemed me of my heart's coldness ang anguish. Also a factor are those friends. Their burning heart and passion was infathomable that made me thinking, "We're not like this before. It is now huge and titanic youth foundation!" If you people I am talking about happen to read this, I thank God for each of you! So much blessed to have you as my friends. And Once again, I commit myself to God. My talent(a frustrated musician), my humors, my tiny sense of leadership, my not-so-popular journal, and all I have. NOW I SURRENDER!!!

rain, rain, go away!

It started again. I'm experiencing. I had this before but never did expect to feel this way again.

I'm tired of school! I lazed on it..

This is why I hop courses one to another and another and my college life is now in chaos. My mind changes like a 37 year old pre-menstrual woman and I cannot focus on a certain field or committment for a long period of time. If this is some serious psychological problem, then I admit I had it!


Eight days of texting infinity with a dime of worth. I lost my globe sim card and with that, I bought a TM one that I thought was cheaper and can now text my friends that are globe users. And it surely did meet my expectations. Some friends would poke fun at me that I was categorized to those hard working people(which I am not) because the network targets local market vendors, construction workers, jeepney drivers, etc. Well in fact I remember when I was 2 or 3 years of age, I remember my grandfather whose a jeepney driver back in Quezon, would sit me beside him in the driver's seat of his jeepney allowing me to hand him those fares from the passengers with my chubby little hands. Oooh.. so much to reminisce. I've got a lot of stories to tell so I am keeping every topic short as possible but I find it hard LOL. Ooops.. I almost finish this section without the thought of it. I had unlimited texting for 8 days which is supposedly just only 2. LOL. ang babaw!

6 comments are welcomed:

ifoundme said...

well, you know, you can always raise the white flag up and cry surrender to the Lord. and you're not mababaw! you're just appreciating what you have much more because it's a bonus... hehe! nagseryoso naman ako. hihihi! enjoy life! you're young!

UtakMunggo said...

nice to learn that you're on the process of healing yourself. be strong always! :D

FerBert said...

buti naman at ayos ka na ulit sa church nyo

text tayo! lol

Rio said...

wow! unlimited for 8 days? astig!
text tau!

Lawstude said...

got here via a link from a friend's blog and i can't help but comment on the interesting posts you made here and i will definitely come back to read more. take care and GOD bless. :)

jiMboy said...

Thank you very much. I gladly appreciate it :D