Monday, July 14, 2008

get wan hul shit!

A gossip of criticism from professors that is about me has reached my awareness. And with that, It gives me the urge to write things up. After all, it's been a month since I last blog. Really, as much as I wanted to blog my thoughts, every time I face my PC, laziness always hit me real hard. So I always end up with nothing. But after I heard a gossip about me from a classmate who refused to tell whoever professor it is(but doesn't really matter whoever it is. I just only want to know), I rush on things on how will I blog it given the fact that I am in school and class is ongoing. I got a pen, and draw one yellow paper and you probably know what comes next, I did the orthodox style of blogging which means I literally am writing my thoughts in a yellow paper. Surprisingly, I am starting to like it this way. (It is my NSTP class while I am writing this, and I should pretend that I copy notes and not blogging XD)

A while ago as I chat with a bully classmate/seatmate, he threw some questions regarding some of my previous doings and I think he's just curious about some things about me. I comply with his questions by sharing something that after I've studied two and a half years of college in an activist lurking university at manila, here I am, a demoted freshman in a catholic college as where we are(which I think is another explanation or another blog post). Another classmate happened to listen in our conversation. He commented, "Ah kaya pala."(His curiosity about "How could you simply answer academical questions without us seeing you study or reviewing?" finally ends.) Then said, "Pero alam mo Lester(my name in my birth certificate), may nagsabi nga na isang prof, matalino ka daw kaya lang ano..." Whatever "ano" it is, I did get the point and it surely means negative.

At one point, I am bothered. I know I am used hearing such words and even worse, maybe it's just that it had been a long time since I hear such words again. In the previous college I'm into, I learned to to fear professors, not to be afraid to commit mistakes and errors, don't mind failing. Though I fail some subjects, I passed most of them and surely have learned a lot.

"Matalino kaya lang ano.."

At present, I go to class late but I don't intend to. I seldom submit assignments(I laze on it), and would just secretly walk out of the classroom if not in the mood. But also, in class, you'll see me reciting and outnumbering others by words being recited and thoughts being shared. I stand out in class while everyone else seems lifeless. I get higher grades than any of them. My essays and narrations are very much applauded(while it was just a piece of crap for me). With all of these I think is where the criticism rooted.

I'm an evil trapped in an angels figure nor an angel pretending to be evil or whatever thing it is. I've got pair of wings and a halo but in me hides a pair of horns and an ugly tail. Always misconceived. I can be intelligent but I prefer not to be one. I apologize for disappointing people but I live a life that is me. I won't follow that SVO (Subject Verb Oriented -not sure about the last word) format they thought us when putting titles in my journals(I am the boss in my own blog LOL). Even the most non-sense title I'll insist! As long as I am happy with it.

I guess rules complete my existence. If there are no rules, there would be no individuals where I am categorized. And I am very sure you are too! XD

17 comments are welcomed:

kingdaddyrich said...

waw lester. san mo naman nakuha ang jimboy. naaalala ko tuloy si mahal. :)

taena pare matalino ka pala, mula ngayon kaibigan na kita. pareho kasi tayong matalino. yan ang sabi ng mga nanay ko. pero hindi ako naniniwalang matalino ako. ha haha.. ewan ko ba kung bakit. kasi marami pa naman diyan ang mas mahusay sa akin. kapag ako na ang pinakamahusay sa lahat ng mahusay at pinakamatalino sa lahat ng matalino saka ko pa lang masasabi na matalino nga ako.

maganda na rin para hambol pa rin ako. mahirap na kasi, siyempre sa dami ng mga pumupuri sayo, hindi maiiwasang pumasok ang hangin sa utak mo diba, at hindi mo alam nililipad mo na palayo ang friends mo. :)

jiMboy said...

jiMboy talaga ang nickname ko. Madaming kuru kuro ang pinagmulan nun isa na dun sabi ng tatay ko, nanggaling daw nickname ku sa aso Akalain mo! Magulat ka pa pag nireveal ko surname ko haha.

di naman ako matalino pre. bobo ako sa katunayan. magaling lang aku mambola at makapal ang apog ko kaya nagmumukang matalino. Minsan try mo, epektib. haha

FerBert said...

matalino ka kaya lang ano

immune na ako sa katagang yan. tsktsktsk

pakiramdam ko rin isa akong anghel. born in heaven yet raised in hell. lagi kong sinasabi na isa akong anghel na nag-undergo ng wingdectomy (imbento kong word para sa medical procedure na pagtatanggal ng wings hahaha)pero ngayon wala na akong pake kung anghel man ako o demonyo importante sakin. Kilala ko ang sarili ko at kung ano ako. sapat na yun para sakin, hindi ko kelangan maging matalino okay na ko kung ano ako..

Kevin said...

Hindi ako kadalasang nababansagang matalino dahil ako'y isang dakilang tamad. Pero may mga kahit papaano'y pumupuri sa akin na kahit tamad, kahit mukhang walang alam, ay may ibubuga rin pala.

:p

Maniwala ka sa iyong sarili. Apir! LOL. ANG LALIM NG TAGALOG.

Ano nga pala yung activist lurking university in Manila? Pwede bang malaman? :P At sang catholic university ka nag-aaral ngayon?

Kyuryus lang.

jiMboy said...

@ferbert: hahaha kaya mas nipo-portray ku yung basagulero impression ko eh. Para magloko man ako, at least expected nila haha at magulat nalang sila kapag me ginawa kang kamangha-mangha haha.

Speaking of angel-demon topic, na-recall ku ung movie na Gabriel. astig din!

@kevin: Masarap talaga maging tamad kesa maging matalino haha

Uhmm.. sa PUP sta mesa aku noon nag-aral. di mu agad na-gets? sabagay d naman kilala masyado. Sa ngayon dito ako sa UST(University of St. Theresa! LOL)seriously, sa Colegio De Sta. Theresa De Avila. Along novaliches lang. Medyo hirap ispelengin kaya di ku na kinukumpleto kapag may nagtatanong. basta st. theresa college LOL XD

UtakMunggo said...

na-discover mo na rin? haha.. ako rin minsan pag di na makaantay na makaharap ang computer, sinusulat ko sa wan hul shit para di mawala ang mga ideas ko.

:D

jiMboy said...

uunga masaya naman pala. Yun nga lang kapag sa pc, backspace lang at delete ang madalas ku gawin kapag pabagu bagu isip ko, sa papel, daming erasures. Ang baboy ng gawa ku! wahahahahaha

deejaye eleven said...

ahh, lester pala.. cool hahah

hay naku wag ka papaapekto dun sa classmate mo, basta ikaw eh nag aaral hahaha :p

jiMboy said...

Pero jiMboY ako ako sa virtual life ko. haha! pambihira! first name ku pa lang ulam nyu na. Kapag surname ku pa ni-reveal ko me dessert pa haha

dada said...

blog hopping ! hihihi

Rio said...

Wow! pangalan pa lang na" JIMBOY " astig na!=)..pangalang pangmatalino..hehehe
kakatamad tlgang magsulat kahit madami kang gustong isulat..sakit na ata yan e..ako kasi e ganyan din..madaming gustong isulat pero kapag nasa harapan na ng PC,wala,blangko ang utak ko....
salamat sa pagdaan sa bahay ko=)

Jmar said...

Kung naniniwala ka sa sarili mong matalino ka, matalino ka p're! you don't have to doubt it. :D

dada said...

bubog! hindi patay ung link.. it's working kaya lang may topak lang yung cursor..hihi

Anonymous said...

ako nasasabihan ako ng ganyan
hahahaha

matalino kaso maganda
shet
i hate it
hahahaha
:)




.xienahgirl

jiMboy said...

shet talaga! hahaha! XD

Trishie said...

ui. LESTER pala iyo real name. I LIKE. hehe. :D

Ai naku. insecure lang sila sayo. At kung sino man yung Prof na yun, eh ano pa hinihintay mo? EDI SUNUGIN na natin yung bahay nun. hehe. biro lang. :)

Hayaan mo na, yung mga pinag-uusapan, yun ang mga WORTH IT. Because if you are not worth it and if you are not interesting, people won't mind talking about you. DIBASH? *apir naman dyan! :D

jiMboy said...

korekish ate trishie! hahaha salamat sa comment :D