Lately I was acting weird. Always being in a state where my mind is somewhere far from where it supposed to be. Mind-boggling! Yes it is somehow disturbing to be like this. I've been blogging for 2 or 3 weeks and I developed a habit where I blog within my mind. I don't know how or why but I'm experiencing addiction within blogging and writing. The urge to write simple and common things and events in a way it will be worth the effort to write and to be read. Last night, going home from work(sounded like I am a professional haha!), the usual thing, I rode MRT, FX, and jeepney. A jeepney ride going to baclaran, a walk to the MRT station, different people, different situations, random happenings, are there. Which gives me the excitement to write and can't wait to go home turn on the pc then do my thing. In the MRT, my route is from Taft to North Ave. Both station ends the MRT line which I ended up staying at the train sit for quite long time. And I'm there, long time of staring at peoples faces, seeing malls and buildings we passed through. I blog within my mind, I compose words and sentences on how will I narrate things I wanted to. Starting on the first sentences, some event details, climaxes, and how will I end. I'm tripping on words and enjoys mouth flowering words(but im not good at it!). I just only have this memory problem where I easily forget things and will remember it later. It is second from forgetting dreams and nightmares. As much as I wanted to get a pen and a paper in my bag to write some notes about my thoughts, the situation won't allow me since MRT at rush hours would always be crowded. Good thing I always have my cellphone with me in my pocket. I manage to record my thoughts in it even a simple words that would remind me of what I am thinking. And to share some notes I've wrote, "Baclaran, baho, mrt, vendors, singet, baliktad, pa ganun! Kamuning, martin! Ale tulak". If I am to read someone's phone with a note something like that, I would say it is a non-sense haha! Being in a "mind-blogging" state is something like someone only exist physically being in a certain place moving or not, and lacks presence, because the mind is somewhere making girly diary(just my stupid meaning XD). It really took me that I even inserted the metallic card in the MRT entrance the other side causing the machine not to accept it and I ended up being thought by others how to do the right way which I actually knew.
Before, I was a closed book where I can only count in my right hand fingers the people who know me by heart(that includes God and some special persons). If people would claim that they knew me and my humanity, I tell you, you've just seen a part of me. Being always a humorous person that cracks jokes, being an ice breaker, and sometimes the naughty one, people would know me as a happy go lucky person and an optimist who sees life with overwhelming happiness. But then, I discovered blogging and with those writers and blogs I've read, I got inspired and told myself "these people are great!" with an amazing blogs and articles that are created by youth just like me. And I said to myself "I have also thoughts like this and like that.. I can also make one!" It is just doing essays and free-hand writing(which I enjoy) during my high school days. And there it goes.. I am now a blogger. For now I have about 53 or 54 profile views(mostly my log-in views haha!). And those readers, who are majority are my friends, would somehow catch a glimpse of my whole being. By blogging, I am now opening a museum of my inside self. Letting others see what am I really. But what you see or what you read will stay here. I am the same me. Makulet, pilyo, sira ulo, loko-loko, komedyante. People know me that way and I enjoy portraying my self that way. I am not hindering anyone to read(even my siblings who secretly read this! anak ng! XD). I have my own thoughts, I write them not to please anyone. It's really this mind-blogging thing that annoys me. Maybe I'll start learning on how to act the normal way even blogging in my mind................
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Mind-Boggling/Blogging
posted by jiMboy ... 5:53 PM 0 comments are welcomed
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
my first blog..

Why do people blog??
ooh.. it's my first blog and i just created this blogg account a while ago. As for my first topic, "Why do people blog?" for me, i do blog because thoughts are precious, they are so much valuable and rare. Just as the saying "Time is Gold", i think IDEAS too! so why not wrote them down. I say RARE, because for as for me, i wrote things when i'm in my mood. There are times i can hardly squeezed up my head doing anything so i always end up sleeping or eating. And one thing, i plan on keeping my blog in english so it can be a little formal at least (is it?? =D ).
Another reason why people blog is: i think it's like a trend, or a cool thing everyone is doing so why can't I?? Also it is a way of communicating of distant friends and sharing memorable pictures. Who doesn't like taking pictures?? everyone does!! "Hey!! check out our pics, i uploaded it just now and it's cool!" "Dude! I've uploaded our dance video.. It's funny!" Surely, IT IS a great way of sharing..
Uhmm.. another reason?? let me think.. uhm.. I personally saw other profiles and their's was amazing. Lot's of pictures of pretty faces, good cars, luxuries.. I think others do blog to show what they got and what they have. It's kind of a "great feeling" of showing others "i have what others don't" or "I'm pretty! look at me!". Oh! no offensement to anyone. What Im writing is just a stupid opinion and anyone can do their's too.
Another reason is I think.... Writing!! Some people love the feeling of their work being read by many. It's a good feeling you show others your thougth about something and afterwards, they comment and they'll be your critic. Sometimes making an arguement and often times, develops a disagreement and turns out to be a debate wherein flamers and posers and spammers appears and trash talking and cursing happen on your page. And thanks to your TOPIC, they all went crazy!! LOL!!
Some people make living in blogging. I'm not much involved with any of these but who doesn't want to?? you sit comfortably at your home with your pc in front writing anything and you'll get paid?? Juan Tamad! but an intelligent one! LOL! im don't have much of idea about it so i can't further comment. =D
oooh.. i ran out of ideas.. LOL! well i think this will do for my first entry.. all things in here are only my opinions just like anyone else can. bye for now! Godbless us! =D
posted by jiMboy ... 1:20 AM 0 comments are welcomed
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